August 10, 2012

50 Things - The Covers And The Binding

My 50 Things is my first "from scratch" mini book, meaning it wasn't a kit with a set number of pages, a package of embellishments to use, etc.  As far as those kinds of kits go, I've only put together one.  It was a Teresa Collins memory album kit, and I put it together as a design team project for Remember When.  I admit it was a bit daunting - scary, even - being assigned this mini book, and I turned it into a colossal, very personal endeavor.  And, I fell in love with the mini book concept.  (I haven't been able to share that Teresa Collins album with you yet, but when I get the okay from Remember When, I certainly will!)


So, I thought I knew what I was doing when I cut fifty 4x6 inch sheets of patterned paper and got to work on creating my 50 little pages.  "According to my research" (a quote from "The Magic School Bus") the norm in the world of minis seems to be using these binder rings to secure all of the pages together.  I designed each page keeping in mind that I would be punching 2 holes on the one side, and stitching 2 back-to-back pages together to form a pocket for inserting a tag with notes on my accomplishments as each was completed.

The stack, once layered with papers and embellishments was HUGE!  I would need 4 inch diameter binder rings (do they even make them that big?), which meant I could likely wear the book as a bracelet even with all the pages in it!  NOT the look I was going for...

One of the blogs I like to follow is Jenny Petricek's Starting Over Studio.  I remembered her talking about a class she took learning to bind her own journals, and poked around the web looking for alternative ways to put my book together.  That led me to a great tutorial by Jamie Butler, and a solution!

Since my double pagers were separate from each other, I cut some strips of leftover patterned paper to join each pair into a folded spread, then measured and pierced hold down the center, pre-drilling, so to speak, so I could sew through each to create a binding.





I still wanted those pockets, though.  I stitched across the bottom of each set (each "signature"), hoping I'd still be able to feed a needle through the pierced fold.  And, of course when I get an inspired idea I want to DO IT NOW, so I had to improvise with supplies as my local hunt for book binding supplies was unfruitful.  I used 6-ply embroidery thread and a beading needle.  The needle was a bit flex-y, but it held the floss securely and was long enough for me to wrangle it into the tight corner of my stitched closed signature.  I used some scraps of old blue jeans for the binding tape, and also for a decorative touch, and followed Jamie's instructions for stitching through each signature, across each tape, and knotting through the previous signature to secure before moving on to the next.





After all the pages were bound, I stitched up the outside edges to seal each pocket.  That was a bit challenging, but I just didn't see another way to get what I wanted the way I wanted it.  Perhaps some further engineering for next time, but the stitching gives a finished look to the edges.  I felt that sealing with tape or glue would lead to the pages getting peeled apart down the road.




Finally, the covers.  I cut pieces from a cardboard box that were just a bit bigger than my pages, gessoed, and decorated the front and back outsides.  I used Fabri-Tac to glue the binding tape to the covers, and also a ribbon on front and back so that I could tie the book shut.






I covered up that mess with patterned paper and then decorated the inside covers.  I made one last pocket in the back that will hold a Master List of my 50 things that I can check off as I go!





Binding this album was really fun, I love the results, and I will definitely be doing it again-perhaps with a little better pre-planning on the construction side of things.  It feels like such an accomplishment, and I can't even tell you how awesome it feels to flip the sewn-bound pages back and forth!





So, what do you think?  Will you give book-binding a try?

Thanks for visiting!


August 01, 2012

50 Things...Or, What I've Been Up to Lately

All craft, all the time.  Wouldn't that be nice?  There are so, so many lovely things to make, ideas to try, techniques to learn.  *Sigh*  It would be nice, but I fear, also impractical.  And yet, when I am not crafting in my free time, I find myself reading blogs about what other people have been doing craftwise, or chatting craft with them in the scrapbooking forum at Cocoa Daisy.com.

It is there that I was inspired by Anja Wade to craft up a list of 50 things to do before I turn 50.  Her list is 40 by 40, and as 40 is...well....past, I decided to come up with 50.  Fifty things, compiled with an underlying panic, or at least a slap of reality.  "OMG!  I'm almost 50!  There are  so many things I need to do, so much life I've not yet lived!  I'd better get my butt out there and DO them!!"  I have a good five and a half years to complete the list.  Of course, I probably could have knocked off a few in the time it has taken me to make this mini album to document my intentions...

Binding this baby proved to be a challenge. My original intention was to use 2 binder clips, but as the stack was about 3 inches thick, I decided they would have to be too dang big!I will share what I ended up doing in a separate post.


It was challenging to come up with 50 things.  I wanted a mix of things that would be easy and challenging, silly and serious.  Many of the items were no-brainers; they've been on the back burner for years, if not decades!  Others required some reflection to identify. Going through the list once more as I write this post, however, I'm pleased that all but one are experiences that I've genuinely entertained the idea of over and over again.  (The newfound one came from learning that something I thought I knew was completely wrong, and now I am in profound need of reeducation!  I'll share more later! ).  Some things may require some monetary expense, and others may take some creativity to come by.  Some will call upon my courage and others will test my patience.  But all of them are doable, and I'm excited to get out and DO!

So, this is what I've been up to lately (craftwise), and here is my list!

#1:  Travel in Europe

#2:  Take an art class in person with Julie Fei-Fan Balzer
#3:  Bake bread from scratch

#4:  Plant a Meyer lemon tree
#5:  Submit book for publication

#6:  Nap in a hammock
#7:  Go to Thursday evening Farmer's Market (here in town)

#8:  Make Oma's cheesecake
#9:  Swim/snorkel with sea turtles

#10:  Juggle 3 balls for 15 swaps
#11:  Donate an animal through www.heifer.org
#12:  Walk a labyrinth
#13:  Hold a koala bear for at least 20 minutes

#14:  Get a spa facial
#15:  Have a duck for a pet (or a donkey)

#16:  Sew or crochet something I'd wear in public
#17:  Camp in an Airstream trailer

#18:  Learn to identify 5 constellations besides Orion and Big Dipper
#19:  Grow tomatoes successfully (must achieve at least 12 from one plant)

#20:  Surf, surf, & surf (that's three different occasions)
#21:  Read Faulkner's "The Sound and The Fury"

#22:  Find a Bad Hair Day hat
#23:  Learn how to play "House of the Rising Sun" on guitar


#24:  Go to Catalina Island
#25:  Fly a kite

#26: Have an interactive dolphin experience
#27: Get veneer fixed and teeth whitened


#28:  Adopt a desert tortoise for a pet
#29:  Find my Sleep Number


#30:  Make a gingerbread luminaria
#31:  Sell something on Etsy to a stranger


#32:  Go zip lining
#33:  Go to a live taping of a favorite sit-com.


#34:  Take the train to the Grand Canyon
#35:  Mountain bike down a trail (no jumps!)

#36:  Run a 5K
#37:  Get tap shoes and dance


#38:  Create a Will
#39:  Splurge on the perfect boots (don't let them get away again!)


#40:  Check out local Center for Spiritual Living
#41:  Watch all of the Best Picture Oscar winners

#42:  Go to Griffith Observatory
#43:  Try needle felting

#44:  Hike Vasques Rocks
#45:  Own a VW Thing

#46:  Go to a sporting event at each kid's high school
#47:  Do camel pose in yoga

#48:  Visit Watts Towers
#49:  Become a better Bridge player

#50:  Put together a wedding album/scrapbook.



So there you have it!  Fifty things!  I will report back on each with a little bit about why they are on my list and about the experience leading up to checking them off!

Thank you for visiting!

June 30, 2012

The World is a Book


Hello, lovlies!  I have a journal-heavy scrapbook page to share with you today.  It has no photographs on it, a hand drawn sketch, a bit of collage; does that make it an art journal page, even though it is not bound in my art journal?  PoTAYtoes, poTAHtoes--I say, "Yes!!"

This tree is very much like the beloved shade tree in our backyard.  Note the trunk
way to the left and the leaves that stretch so widely across the entire top of the page.
Now, imagine our neighbor despising the crap that falls from this tree into his
pool, and see this as half a tree whose trunk resides on our side of the fence and
whose half-a-canopy provides lovely shade for our appreciative family and
a host of wildlife.  *sigh.*  Thank you, Tree!  WE love you!


This project was set forth as a challenge for the design team at my local scrapbooking store, Remember When, and let me tell you, the emphasis was on challenge!  We were each given a couple of papers from the Reminisce Travelogue line, and trading amongst the designers was almost immediate!  "I have Paris paper, but I know I have pix from New York I can scrap--anyone wanna trade??"  One of my sheets was a pattern of vintage travel posters.  I have purchased wall calendars with such prints in the past, because the art is just so darn cool!  I had no idea what I was going to create for my 12x12 inch page, but I knew I liked the hand I was dealt!
"Wanderlust"
"The World is a Book"


At home, upon closer inspection, I read the quote by St. Augustine that was imprinted on one of my papers, and thought, "uh oh."  "The world is a book and those who do not travel read only one page."  Should I have traded papers with someone?  While I've never been to Paris, I could easily have put together a fantasy page, and going to Paris IS on my 2012 to do list, considering my sister's lived there for the past few years and I've yet to visit.  (What is WRONG with me???)  It's true:  I live a bit in a cage.

Sketched with pencil, traced over with Pigma Micron pen,
and colored using Distress Inks and a water pen


So, back to contemplating the quote.  A sticker sheet was included with my 2 sheets of paper, and there the quote was repeated, "The world is a book and those who do not travel read only the first page."  Granted St. Augustine wrote this circa the year 370.  Travel was certainly more difficult, and without photographs and the internet, relying on other people's tales of far off lands may have sparked the wanderlust in some via fantastical visions conjured, or a simple need to see for one's self in order to believe.   And in that sense, and in that day and age, I suppose St. Augustine had a point.

I began thinking about the Tree of Knowledge and the difference between book-smarts and life experience.  I started cutting leaves out of the travel poster themed paper.  I felt like that quote on the brown paper was starting to mock me, so I cut strips, stripes, and Y's out of it NOT using that quote, and created the bark of my tree trunk.





Another thing on my to do list this year is to be brave and experiment with free-motion sewing.  I took an online sewing class specifically to learn this skill over a year ago, and kind of abandoned the projects that involved it...which was basically half the class.  Part of my hesitation was that my sewing machine is "not capable" of free motion--I'd have to do a little jimmying to allow fabric and paper to be hand guided under the needle in any direction I chose, rather than letting the feed dogs do their work, gently and evenly, grabbing and pulling the material to be sewn straight under the needle and out the back of the presser foot.  

I removed the presser foot, punched a hole in a scrap piece of postcard-like
junk mail, positioned the hole over where the needle drops down, and taped
it in place.  The feed dogs will still be working away in vain on the backside
of that postcard, and I can whisk my project free-willy-nilly under the needle!



My thread tension needs some adjusting, but I love the
white-on-white texture of the stitched branches

What to do next...the journaling started to pour out.  When I started this blog I made a promise to share my journaling.  I am such a Nosy Nancy when it comes to other people's journaling as I skip through the blogosphere, so I think it's only fair.  I know that this has been a VERY wordy post this far, so if you need to jet because you've already spent far too much time here, I totally understand.  Thank you for making it this far!!


The journaling reads:
I am self-conscious about how little of the world I've seen.  I have a short list of places that I'd really like to go, but I'm in no hurry to get there.  I may not be an adventurous person, but I'm not closed-minded either.  I enjoy having new experiences, learning about different cultures, meeting new people and hearing their stories, trying new foods.  I haven't identified one thing that is holding me back--is it fear? money? time? hassle?  My mother grew up in Germany.  My sister lives in France.  My husband has been to England, Asia, Europe.  When I read this quote about those who don't travel, it made me feel sad.  It made me feel "less than."  And, it made me think about one of my most favorite books, a book that found me, and turned out to be so important and so relevant to my life.  "The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time" by Mark Haddon, a novel about a boy with autism, though it never says he has autism, and as I read it I kept thinking, "Haha!  He reminds me of Jeremy!"  Three months after this book found me I had to quit my job to be available for J. and his troubles at school; four months after that he was diagnosed with autism.  In the book, Christopher's school aide explains that people go on holidays to see new things and relax.  Christopher counters, "there are so many things just in one house it would take years to think about all of them properly."  And to some extent I share this mindset.  I enjoy noting the details and miracles in my everyday life and my everyday surroundings.  I'm sure I will see more of the world at some point in my life.  But the thing is, Dear St. Augustine, the word may be a book--one book--and there are so many, many books within it.

I didn't have room to include my last sentence on the page:  "We each must write our own."

I'm happy in my cage because I hold the key.  Most days I leave the door open, and sometimes I perch in the tree's lower branches.  Maybe I'll fly off one day, knowing it will be waiting for me and welcoming me back home.

Thank you for visiting!






May 23, 2012

What's In A Name?

I've had a lot going on lately.  That may be reflected in how little I've been blogging, and also in the chaotic-crazy manifested in this art journal page I completed yesterday.



I hate it, and I love it.  

"What's in a name?  Everything & nothing, all at once."  So, true, right?  I'm not planning to get up on a soap box here, but let's see what comes pouring out of my brain and through the keyboard, and perhaps edit back from there...

Names are simple identifiers.  I love that when Jillian was a toddler she started calling us Mama Lisa and Daddy Mike to distinguish us from all the other parents at the park.  She wasn't calling for the attention of some generic "mom", she wanted HER mom to respond.  Brilliant, I say!  (And, a cute aside:  she didn't want us to use the MIKE-ro-wave for any of her food--we needed to use the JILLY-wave!)  Yes, names are simple identifiers that make for more efficient communication.

Then there is the old sticks-n-stones adage.  I think it is pretty much common knowledge that name-calling and verbal abuse has a very real and powerful effect on the psyche.  Not that common knowledge means there aren't buttheads out there that engage in it.  (Ironic, eh?  See what I did there? It is just so darn easy to resort to name calling!)

Oops.  I painted and stamped over my ampersand (&).
I'll keep searching the magazines and add one in when I find one.

And labels.  Don't get me started on labels.  Alright--a little bit on labels:  Person-First Language.

Person-first language is a concept I learned about, and is encouraged by my local autism support group, Santa Clarita Autism Asperger Network (SCAAN).  The idea is to put the person before their disability when speaking or writing about the person, because a person is not defined by their disability.  For example, "She HAS autism," not "She IS autistic." Autism is only ONE of the MANY traits that define her.


Ok, So back to this journal page.  I've been soul-searching lately, trying to get to know myself on a deeper level, and define some goals and a path for myself.  And feeling at once lost, because I don't have a label for myself, and feeling that that's FINE.  Except...wouldn't this be easier if I could just have a simple identifier??  



I carved this stamp when I was taking Julie's online class.  This assignment was to create a damask stamp.  I wanted to do something original, but struggled with free handing a symmetrical design.  Many times when I feel artistically befuddled I turn to ideas and projects I remember from elementary school.  Do you remember name art?  You fold a piece of paper in half and write your name along the creased edge, cut it out, and unfold.  I wrote my name, scanned it, inverted it, and placed the mirror image next to the original scan.


Then I sketched a design out of it, transferred it to a piece of Speedy Carve and made this stamp.  I love it!    It's so cool!  It's just my name, and yet it is so much more than that!




I went berserk with it on that art journal page.  And as I stamped, all this "stuff" about names, and labels, and the various "hats" we all wear, and the impossibility of defining oneself, and changing one's name to a symbol doesn't help any because people still need a verbal identifier for you so you never get away from just being "Prince."  




Names.  So simple.  So complicated.  Who am I?  Really, that is what I am trying to figure out.  In the meantime, just call me Lisa.


Thanks for visiting!



May 03, 2012

Her Lullabies

My dear daughter turned fifteen last week!  FIFTEEN!!!!  Shocking, I know! She is a lovely young woman finishing her freshman year of High School, with one foot out the door as she contemplates University versus Art School.  Fifteen.  Where did that time go?

I remember her third birthday so vividly.  Well, not the birthday so much, and the pictures of her Minnie Mouse themed party do help bring the memories back.  But I remember the NIGHT of her third birthday. I remember going to bed and lying there, sobbing.  "She's THREE!!!  She's only going to be living with us for FIFTEEN more years!!!!"

And now here we are, at the conversial milepost, where she is fifteen and there are (theoretically) only three years left to her time here at home before she heads out at eighteen to take on the world.

I didn't cry this year.  Maybe because we have many opportunities for higher education near enough that her moving out to attend college is not inevitable.  Maybe because she has grown into such a mature and lovely person, with good sense and good morals, she doesn't appear as vulnerable as a three year old anymore.

My first project on Remember When's Design Team was to use  the On The Go line of papers by Bo Bunny.  There was also some of their gorgeous Vintage Dot paper in my kit.  I wanted to use this "boyish" transportation-themed paper in a non-boyish, non-transportation themed layout--pretty much just for the challenge of it.  I cut this semi-circle out of the "Vroom" paper, eliminating the tiny trucks and airplanes in the design, with the plan to journal on the lined area.  When I placed that on the gorgeous deep blue dot paper I immediately thought of the moon, which led me to the idea of documenting the lullabies I used to sing to Jillian way back when.

All papers by Bo Bunny; Distress Inks in Wild Honey and Broken China;Distress Stain in Picket Fence Distress Markers in Wild Honey and Walnut Stain;  Glimmer Glaze in Saffron; Sakura Gelly Roll Pen in White; Prima Ingvild Bolme Distressing Tool 

Handwritten and fussy cut title

Cut outs mounted to scrap cardboard and applied with pop-dots for dimension
The journaling reads:
We had a lovely bedtime ritual, Jillian.  After a story (or two!) I would sing the same three lullabies every night.  They were all from a CD called Disney Baby Lullaby.  The first was "Dreams are the Flowers (That Bloom in Your Heart)."  You loved the vivid, magical lyrics. The second, "La La Lu," had a "pink cloud" that I would change the color of based on your current favorite.  Finally, "Nighty Night" would round out the ritual.  It was last because it could go on indefinitely, until you'd finally drift into Dreamland.

The funny thing is, when I was looking through our old photo albums to find a picture of her sleeping, she settled in next to me to look on.  There was this photo of her eating a piece of string cheese, and here, lo and behold, here she sat, a dozen plus years later, eating a piece of string cheese as we looked through those pictures together.  Thank you, Blessed Universe!  Thank you for giving me a sign that Jillian is still my little girl, my little sweetie-petite-y, who will sit with her mom and giggle and eat string cheese, even at the age of fifteen!